Entry 8: Haden is so big!

I cannot hardly believe it! Haden just had his birthday. It seems like I have not written in ages. He is getting so grown up. We are already trying to teach him how to talk. I can scarcely fathom how fast children grow. I swear next week he will be a teenager!! Well maybe not that fast, but time seems to be flying by at an exponential rate. He is already potty trained. He is so smart.

He is just so beautiful. Ian says he has my eyes. They are the most vibrant blue. I am so grateful to have him. He has given my life meaning. That little place in my heart that always felt empty is now over flowing with my love for that sweet boy.

I am not the only one. Ian thinks the world of his “little Haden” They are so sweet when they are together. I think I am starting to see a little of that neurosis rubbing off on him though. I hope it won’t be as severe as it is for poor Ian. Only time will tell I suppose.

This world is scary enough with out adding the fear of a neurotic father and child to the mix. I guess all I can do is Hope for the best. That is what I am best at.

Goodnight Friend

-Macy

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